Self Care

Winter has always been a challenging time for me.  Over the last few snowman seasons, I have worked diligently to embrace the cold winds, the wall of snow and lack of GREEN.  I have dedicated this season as a time for rest, emotionally and physically.  I am proud of myself, for this year I have been especially successful embracing the gifts of these frigid months.  Mother Nature has blessed us with a sunny Winter, which has helped break up the “snow globe” type days that have left me feeling a bit trapped, in the past.

January challenged my positive thinking about Winter, for it was an extra difficult month emotionally.  Saying “good-night” to my special friend, Velvet, was one of the most difficult moments of my life.  There is a void in my heart and an emptiness in the barn that has made an already challenging season extra troublesome.

For the past week, I have felt pulled to escape, for just a few days.  Don’t get me wrong, I love my life!  But, I feel a bit tired and I am so ready for Spring to spread her wings!   I have friends that live in amazing places, all over the globe, yet I never grant myself permission to take a few days, for myself, to recharge.  When I allow myself to dream about these adventures, the Mommy guilt, farm guilt, Wifey guilt (all the guilt) sets in.    Ironically, the only person that makes me feel guilty is ME.  Wifey is always extremely encouraging and is truly my rock.  The kids are kind and loving, wanting me to always follow my heart.  The critters…well, let’s be honest, as long as they are fed, they are happy.  So who is my roadblock?  ME!

Two days ago, I decided to take a risk.  I decided to put myself first.  I went online and booked a round trip airline ticket for ME.  I am going to visit a very special soul that has filled a void in my life, that I never thought would/could be filled.  I am so very thankful and extremely excited!  Two weeks from today, I will get to say “thank you” to this person, in person!  I can hardly wait!  So, be warned…you never know when I might show up at your front door!

Take the time for self-care…  You will be a stronger and healthier person for it!

Love Yourself…Embrace Yourself…Just Be You…



37 thoughts on “Self Care

  1. Good morning! I’m so glad you’re doing this, and it sounds like a lot of fun. Hopefully this person knows you are coming or it will be quite a shock… take lots of photos and have an amazing time. I’m sure he or she feels the same way about the trip, too. 🙂

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  2. How exciting!! I can’t wait to see this post and your pictures. This is such a great “me” thing to do for yourself. Perhaps this will become an annual event! A “Where in the world is Roda?” Quiz!! Might you be dropping some hints in the next fortnight?

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  3. I am so happy to hear about your adventure! I secretly (or not so secretly now 🙂 ) hope you will show up at my door one day. I will take you to my favorite Lexington places, and we can go hiking at Ravens Run, a lovely nature sanctuary near my house. I really struggle with guilt a lot, too. You are loved, Dear Friend. One day at a time.

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    1. It makes me so happy that I’ve met such amazing friends through WordPress. If only we all lived on the same street! My bucket list is to meet everyone, in person, someday. Life is too short not to make things happen!

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  4. Well I know you are not going to show up unfortunately at my place this time of year since it is even colder than in Michigan. But I do wish to meet you one day. That would be so cool! Have a wonderful trip Roda.

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